Well its not been the greatest month…..
After the weekend at Champney’s I started to feel very unwell, at the time I was trying to get things going and sort out stuff etc ,but was failing, felt very alone although I have the greatest of friendships and kind people around me , I was slipping into a deep depression plus not feeling that well, the sad news that Dame Cleo Laine passed, Lovely to read the tributes to Dame Cleo Laine
What an amazing artist she is and her music will live on … I was fortunate to meet her in 1972 while starring in showboat through knowing Lorna Dallas and Jan Hunt …. I was star struck …. I will always hear her sing “he is just my Bill”
Small world Dougie worked with Dame Cleo on quite a few shows and directed shows for her at the Stables … in the mid 80’s. I got the chance to dance in her tv Special. She had written an album called called one more day Dougie choreographed a contemporary dance Piece to the medley of songs from the album …
It was thrilling in the rehearsal room hearing her sing it sent chills up upon on our necks and arms as she was like a musician following us dance and us following her beautiful vocals …
A lovely heartfelt memory … my love to her talented family and friends at this time in reflecting the wonderful talent of Dame Cleo x
I saw my sister Janet and my mother, also saw the lovely Emma but didnt feel myself , on the 29th i went into a terrible fever of hot and very cold ,the next day i went to dr who rushed me into hospital, well i drove myself packed a bag just in case, and i dont know how i got there but i did….to cut a long story short i was admitted and the hospital for 24 days and have only just out on 21st August. It has been a painful experience I had an infection on my leg which went from bad to worse it comes under cellulitis they tried to find out the cause possible a bite ? the leg swelled and blisters, skin just splitting away red raw and very painful…. they tried all sorts of medication to try and get this infection…. it all seems a blur at the moment…i was on a drip for the medication thank god for the pain killers and morphine …. lovely visitors that i will always be so grateful for and Paul kept a eye on the house ,lovely messages that i some times couldn’t even read …
even sadder news my sisters husband Terry passed away all at the time when i was really unwell …
she has been the most amazing carer in the world for the past 7 years 24/7 and looked after him even before that …when he first became unwell with cancer … he survived so many things like sepsis 3 times but with her love and care always brought him back .. she really has been a angel , and to look after our mother quite amazing my love for her is beyond anything she has been the kindest sister one can imagine ….I feel so guilty that I wasnt there for her .. when she needed me the most … i tried as much as I could by message and phone calls …so my thoughts are with her and all the love in the world .
I am now back at home with a lot more resting to do to heal myself and get better ….. the last two days in hospital i improved greatly and was able to walk ( although killing me ) and the leg improved amazingly although still vey sore …. paul was with me my first day back which was a great help and today i have managed on my own at home … been tough for sure .. but have rested slept a lot…
so onward with the healing ….. a lot of people want to see me which is sweet but will take my time i have no choice … the hospital staff were amazing even with some strange incidents that occurred .. they work hard but thats a book I could write on my 24days ….. there … let me hope that i recover to the full soon…
my huge thanks to Paul my bruv , Janet, Simon george ,Lsa Lee, Joan g
Golden ,Lady Emma Parker , Jane Channon ,Aly and Eva ,Trevor Willis , Belinda Batcholor Jackie Tavers Claire Anna Rosemarie Ford Fran Lucy and Martine Howard and all the Generation Family hope ive not missed anyone out BUT THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR KINDNESS XXXX
Also to remember the birthday of our heavenly sister Lynda who’s birthday was today she would of been 77 god bless her xx